everytime i listen to the corus of this song i think about you...
and here is how it goes:
if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied.
illuminated the "no's" on their vacany signs.
if theres not one beside you when your soul embarks
then i'll follow you in the dark.
to my most dearest tanushka,
my heart is ripping in two just thinking about your fate that happened so long ago. i wish you were here with me. or i was there with you. but no matter what i know you are watching over me and guiding me through lives troubles.
You will ALWAYS be in my thoughts and in the DEEPEST love in my heart.
i miss you and hug u affectiontioatly,
your most devoted, humble, and heart-broken subject,
Nastya (Aylenna Holland)
p.s. i wrote this for you:
109 years ago...
an angel that is most dear to our hearts was born into this world and into her most devistating fate.
though she is past, she is still near and dear to us as though she has never been gone. She is one of the most beautiful girls that the Heavenly Father has ever created and she will stay 21 to us all till the end of eternity.
Her fate, sealed with a bang, rips our hearts, till we feel dead ourselves.