Just because she didn't write "I am distraught and this has made me cry" doesn't mean she didn't feel that way. She is clearly bothered, for herself and her mother. Also, this was before Marie F. died, so it was before the vicious attacks by AA supporters. It was also before several decades of trials and accusations of 'abandonment'. So if she was already bothered by it this early it does look like the emotional stress and pain would have gotten much worse over the years as the case dragged on and on throughout her life. I feel so sorry for her having to suffer so long, and dying without it ever being resolved and her name being cleared.
Another interesting thing about this letter is what she said about Andre'. Obviously she doesn't accept for a second that he may really think AA was AN, or that AA might possibly be AN, but seems to say that since he couldn't believe it and he had to be up to something. I have always thought that might be it long before I ever saw this letter. As a member of the Vladimirovichi line, he would have been(besides his brothers) the last person to want a real heir of "Nicky" to show up alive. Also as a member of that branch of Romanovs, he wouldn't have known the real AN anyway, since there was estrangement between his family and the IF, and because he was dating/married to Nicky's old mistress. What a doubly awkward guest he'd have made. For these two reasons, I doubt he ever had enough contact with the real AN to judge any claimant one way or the other. Of course after Gleb's letter, he dropped his support for the AA camp anyway. We will never know what his original intentions and ulterior motives on the case were, but I, like Olga, do not believe he ever believed AA to be AN.
This is the full English translation of Olga's letter:
February, 15th 1928
Dear Ms bxxx
Thank you for your nice letter.
Indeed, you understand like us the absurdity of this story! More and more, I see that this story is all about blackmail and money. Let’s say I’m mistaken.
But how can you believe that her maid, Ms Gilliard, who knows her since she was 6 weeks (and Mr Gilliard, who was as well with the beloved family until the moment they were separated in June 1918) could be mistaken?
It’s ridiculous as well to say that the grand mother and I don’t want to have her close to us.
What a shame to talk like that.
I say openly that my cousin André must have some vile motives to side against us…
Uncle from Hesse is also serene with the fact that the person is not our niece. He has proofs, as you may have seen or read in “L’Illustration” where the photos of the ears were, now it’s a known fact that the ears never change.
Now to answer your question: Mother feels healthy for her age. My heart too, but every unpleasant event (like the renewal of the Tchaik History) disturb my heart and makes it beat too fast. At night this is bothersome because I feel it more.
I’ve had a little flu with fever, two days in bed and sore throat.
Currently I’m working again relentlessly on our aquarelles, producing things about Crimea.
I have some sketches with me here and I’m working out, mixing things together, so much that I have the feeling the day is too short…
I can start at 8:30am, but at 4pm I can’t work anymore, and I have many other duties…
The boys are charming! They prefer German lessons to French lessons!
Together we saw a very interesting movie: “The man without homeland” (American), very patriotic and nice. They were overjoyed!
We send you our best wishes.
Greetings from Mother, Xenia, Emilia Jr, Cecilia and Gustav.
I kiss you heartily, dear Ms bxxx
Olga
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