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Alexandra Feodorovna / Re: Alexandra - the Abdication and the Family's Downfall
« on: April 09, 2006, 09:42:39 PM »
I agree but then I can only look at this from my eyes, and how perhaps my wife and I would handle being in the same shoes. Outwardly I’m sure we would try to put on that brave face around our girls. Inwardly I think we would be a total cluster mess of worries and stress., foremost with the guards around us I wouldn’t trust anyone of them. In my mind I would be constantly looking and thinking about ways on how I could get my girls out of that situation. Even if I knew that it would remotely be imposable to do so, those thought would be constant within my own mind. Which knowing me and just human nature in general the stress factor had to be overwhelming at times.In reading much of what has been said within the forums on the last days and weeks I give them credit because they both put on the bravest faces.