3. A daughter, stillborn at Peterhof, 1820
For the first stillborn daughter, in 'Romanov relations' a letter from Grand Duke Nicholas to his sister Anna says "You already know from Mama about the cruel accident which happened to my wife which was followed by a miscarriage" and in 'Chere Annette', their mother's letters to Anna, she says "our dear Alexandrine was delivered safely and easily of a baby girl, already two weeks dead." ... So I haven't been able to find any other supporting evidence for any of the stillbirths or daughters who allegedly died young except for the one in 1820.
An excellent small volume "A czarina's story, being an account of the early married life of the Emperor Nicholas I of Russia written by his wife" [1948], are the memoirs Alexandra F. from 1817 to 1820. It is about 25 pages and she starts by stating "...impressions form part of my private diary while these notes are intended to be a species of 'memoires'..." Her voice travels these two hundred years with an immediacy that is rare to encounter.
On the death of her stillborn baby - "...and I had to be bled much sooner than in my other pregnancies. Bad weather in camp at Krasnoi Selo also did me harm, and I arrived in St. Petersburg for the 25th of June with my feet swollen and a horrible sick headache which lasted three days. My attacks of giddiness prevented me from appearing at dinners and dances. The Emperor [Alexander I] came to see me one evening and kissed my foot in bed, which made me laugh. Two nights later, on the 27th of June, I was at death's door. While I was unconscious a congestion of blood seized me and apparently caused the death of the child to which I gave birth on the 10th of July, 1820. In the wooden Constantine Palace I spent six very sad weeks, but I was well looked after by my husband and the Empress Mother..."
These memoirs are incredible and it is easy to imagine how exciting it would be to read her diaries!
Joanna