Hey all, this is Shawn speakin'. well anywho I would like to ask you all a question, and it is this, do you think you could have been either NAOTMAA? Well it does seem a bit far-fetched, and I know not many people believe in reincarnation, but Let me tell you I am really spooked by this story... If you guys have recollections, please tell me and others, it will be very rewarding!
Thanks,
I-TsarevichAlexei13
Well, here it goes, my recollection, hope you guys find it interesting.
Since I have been avidly studying the Romanovs, and the Tsar and his family themselves, I suddenly got this strong feeling when ever I saw a picture or video of Alexei. It may seem, funny or weird, but that connection feels like I was him, in 1918! I had a dream, (should be in the dreams thread), that I was sitting in a chair next to the Tsarina, with a field shirt, and cap on, and bullets were flying, and four blurry women, behind me were screaming and crying, while bullets hit the back wall, I can only imagine, Those four were my sisters! The dream continued...My mother and father, were lying in a lake of blood, and gore, and my sisters were still alive, I even remember (before I awoke from the dream), the feeling of the bullets going into my ear. This would explain alot, since I have had several ear aches since I was born, in 1990!
But, there is one thing I remember so vividly, and so fearfully... I actually somehow remember, Yurovsky's blood spattered face, and that crazy idiot Ermakov! To make it even weirder, I sometimes cry when I see the Romanovy. Ventsenosnaya Semya execution scene, (everbody would probably cry), but I feel so sad, and hurt by that scene, and also I LOVE PUSHKIN!!! In history, I am sure, Alexei loved him too, reading the books and all! This may even sould weirder, even more weirder then that! I soley remember being carried and thrown into the bact of the truck, and the sound of the engine as it roved into the forest! I even vividly remember Anastasia screaming, as they put her in the truck...weird isn't it, trust me I am not crazy, or a schizopren... but I really believe that I was the ailing Tsarevich during his last few months alive.
So tell me about your recollecions, i am sure you will find something in you, that is positively weird and uncapable of being true, in this sense!
