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Infatuated with Tatiana
Multiverse:
For many years I have been infatuated, even romantically, with Tatiana.
I know it's silly. I don't understand it. It doesn't make any sense. Why over the years have I been infatuated with a Russian Grand Duchess who died now just over 90 years ago? Is it the way she and her family died? Is it the mystique that surrounds Russia's last Imperial Family? Or is it something else? Just what is it and why?
Also, why Tatiana? Why not one of the other Grand Duchesses? What is it about the person Tatiana Nicholaievna Romanov that I have over the years been infatuated with her?
As a firm believer in reincarnation, naturally I have wondered if Tatiana is living today and who she is. I also believe in multiple realities, multiple dimentional planes, multiple universes. But most of all, since it doesn't make any sense, and since I don't understand it, I keep coming back to the questions of "Why?".
aleksandr pavlovich:
Re: Your posting of today's date. I realize that you are very, very new to this Forum and I will firstly presume that you are asking a serious question and are an adult. In my opinion, only YOU can ultimately answer your posting, hence your posing of this question/s. But we are not you and you are not we. We do not know (nor do we need to know) what other extraneous circumstances intervene in your particular quest. I do not personally know of anyone here who can supply you (in a non-professional manner) with a DEFINITIVE answer that will "lift" what you seem to articulate has apparently become a burden to you. Hopefully it does not interfere with your activities of daily living. ( If it were to do so, there are professional alternatives, of course. )
I rather suggest that you read carefully your thematic first statement and the first three sentences of the second paragraph of your posting and perhaps leave it at that realization. Surely you can seek to transfer your passion/obsession to a more constructive topic. I wish you good luck! AP
Multiverse:
I perhaps owe an appology, at least an explanation. If anyone thinks by the term "infatuated" I mean "obsessed" they are wrong, it's not that at all.
I realize how this might sound, but I have the ability to do what I call feeling time. The ability to somehow personally touch and connect with other times and often other times and places. It's as if I feel a need to somehow go back and personally re-live and experience certain periods in history, and bring those experiences back to share with others. There are occasions when I feel it more strongly than others, and I feel it more in connection with certain periods or subjects of history than than with others. Strangely for this discussion, Russian History even that of the last of the Tsars is not one of those periods or subjects, though it does at times creep in and moreso recently. Almost exclusively it is American History, and History of The Ancient World, Ancient Egypt, Ancient Greece, etc.
If my mind is kind of blank and I'm not concentrating on anything in particular, certain sights, sounds, a peice of music, a smell, the heat on a particular summer day, etc can trigger it and it's as if for an instant or so I am in another time or another time and place as if for an instant some uncrossable barrier has been transcended.
Like I said, Russian History even that of the last of the Tsars isn't usually one of those times or subjects in history, though it does come to me at times and moreso recently. Perhaps that is because I have recently come to a sense that restoration of The Russian Monarchy will come within the foreseeable future. Other than that and a possibly profetic dream I had years ago about the restoration I don't know why I have developed some interest in the subject of The Russian Monarchy. Also, I have no idea as to why Tatiana.
Like I also said, almost exclusively it is with American History and with the History of The Ancient World that I have this.
I am also someone who feels a need to understand things, even things we cannot normally understand or explain in normal or logical terms. So in this case I do wonder why this subject in history, and I do wonder why of all people Tatiana. Those are questions for which I will probably never find an answer, but I ask the questions anyway.
I don't think of this ability as a problem to get rid of. Instead I think of it as a kind of gift. I don't know what purpose this gift serves except that if I were a history teacher I could make history literally come alive for my students.
One problem with gifts like this is that they don't come with any instructions or any sort of user's guide to help one to understand how to use or handle such gifts. That is something people with such gifts have to figure out for themselves.
Is there anyone else here who can feel time like that, and what periods of history do you feel it for?
tom_romanov:
Firstly welcome to the forum Multiverse!
Now please forgive me if I make any wrong assumptions, I thought that I try to help you. Your 'infatuation' with Tatiana - perhaps at one point in your life there was somebody who ment alot to to you, perhaps somebody you admired, perhpahs just a relative or friend. anyway this person may not be in your life anymore and you thought nothing of it until you had your' dreams'. perhaps Tatiana remidns you of this person. mabey this person shares similar features to Tatiana, mabey they have a similar personality,mabey a similar name. whatever reason it may be, mabey this is why are infatuated with Tatiana.
Now please don't think I'm prying into your personal life - this is just what I thought it could be, again if I am wrong please forgive me. please feel free to tell me to ' put a sock in it' :)
hope this helps,
Tom
I am_Tatianochka:
--- Quote from: Multiverse on December 27, 2008, 11:28:55 PM ---For many years I have been infatuated, even romantically, with Tatiana.
I know it's silly. I don't understand it. It doesn't make any sense. Why over the years have I been infatuated with a Russian Grand Duchess who died now just over 90 years ago? Is it the way she and her family died? Is it the mystique that surrounds Russia's last Imperial Family? Or is it something else? Just what is it and why?
Also, why Tatiana? Why not one of the other Grand Duchesses? What is it about the person Tatiana Nicholaievna Romanov that I have over the years been infatuated with her?
As a firm believer in reincarnation, naturally I have wondered if Tatiana is living today and who she is. I also believe in multiple realities, multiple dimentional planes, multiple universes. But most of all, since it doesn't make any sense, and since I don't understand it, I keep coming back to the questions of "Why?".
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I am also a firm believer in recarnation and would like to talk to you...
I have sent you a PM but I don't think it works...could you send me an email address? :) ;)
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