The family's deaths and its manner are difficult for us today and certainly one didn't have
to know them personally as well as he did to agonize over it . But when Dmitri Malama learned
of Tatiana's and the family's fate, I cannot imagine the emotional pain
and torment this young man experienced.
How often we say, so if only we were there! Yes, but there would be a price for that...besides
the pain of thier loss, he must of felt he should have somehow saved them , impossible though that
might have been. Only moments of extreme personal danger would offer a respite.
...at least that is what Dmitri Malama seems to have discovered.