We should also keep in mind that Nicholas was a very religious person, as a result he was endowed with a strong sense of faith and patience. As a devoted Christian, he knew life rarely goes without sufferance, but with your faith and patience God will not abandon you. Baroness Sophie Buhsgevden said: "Carefully hidden heir to the disease explains a lot in life of the imperial couple, a hereditary disease Tsarevich Alexei hemophilia. - They always hoped that would be found a remedy to treat illness. This was the ordeal - the constant concern for the life of a loved child, which in addition, they had to conceal and even to smile. Learning to be the emperor helped him in this. Restraint was the second of its kind. Many asked, if he gave all aware of the tragic nature of certain events? - So quiet was his attitude, so secretive were his expression. In fact it was a mask. " Nicholas favorite prayer was thy will be done, was his way of asking God to be with him in his sufferance that’s why nicholas at some point hoped for miracle or cure for Alexei disease.