He acts as if he was suffering from severe depression. He has almost removed himself from the real world and what was going on around him and in the rest of his country. Was this a symptom of an undiagnosed illness? Was this a complete mental breakdown?
I know that Nicholas was a fatalist - but he took all of the upheaval and then the demand for his abdication with so much calm detachment that he might have been an observer, not the main participant.
I can't say whether or not he was physically ill. I do believe he was mentally and emotionally fatigued. His reign was filled with one disaster after another. Perhaps he simply couldn't take anymore and just decided, as he had so often before in life, that he would just allow God to do as He willed with him and with Russia.
In Nicholas' early letters, during his romance with Alexandra, he repeatedly implies that God's will (not man's) decides virtually everything. If one firmly believes that one has no real control over their own fate, how can such a person be expected to take decisive action when it is needed? One of Nicholas' greatest failings was his refusal to recognize that he had the power to change the outcome of events, that things were not always preordained or fated, but are caused by the actions or inaction of men.
He was removed from reality as the result of the systematic way in which he and Alexandra had isolated themselves bit-by-bit from anyone who disagreed with them (and especially from those who disagreed with Alexandra).
As for his possibly being depressed, several people later stated that during their exile, after his abdication, Nicholas seemed as though a great weight had been lifted from his shoulders and was happier. This to me indicates that he may have been depressed before the abdication. Even being removed from the full reality of the situation in Russia, I think that Nicholas, on some level, did know the war was not going well. Even he can’t have been so deluded as to believe otherwise by early 1917. He was not a wise ruler, but he did love his country deeply and I imagine the situation must have depressed him.
Another sign that he was under emotional strain was that Nicholas suffered chest pains. I realize the reasons for this could range widely, but it’s interesting to note when considering his stress level.
Nicholas to Alexandra – 1915 – Mogilev I am beginning to feel my old heart. The first time it was in August of last year, after the Samsonov Catastrophe, and again now - it feels so heavy on the left side when I breathe.Nicholas to Alexandra – 26 February 1917 – Mogilev…This morning during service I felt an excruciating pain in the middle of my chest, which lasted for a quarter of an hour. I could hardly stand and my forehead was covered with beads of sweat…Also a mention of feeling stressed in this letter.
Nicholas to Alexandra – 24 February 1917 – Mogilev…My brain feels rested here – no ministers and no fidgety questions to think over – I think it does me good, but only the brain…One must consider the situation he was faced with to understand his reaction to it. He found himself between a rock and a hard place and IMHO he felt overwhelmed. I don't think he knew what to do. He had no real military experience and he was never even properly trained to rule as Tsar. Olga Alexandrovna admitted in her memoirs that her father (whom she worshipped) had failed them all by never preparing Nicholas for his role. To make matters worse Nicholas had no natural interest in or inclination for politics and was a very naive man. Just imagine being a very fatalistic person, believing you had no control over your own fate, you’re married to an invalid who both disliked and was despised by your family, you’re at odds with your ministers, your relatives have just committed a heinous murder, and to top it all off you are mired in an endless and disastrous war. How could he not have been overwhelmed and depressed by the situation he was facing in 1917?
I don’t think he handled it well, and have been very critical of him elsewhere on the board because of this. Yet I do realize
why he couldn’t solve Russia’s problems. He simply did not possess the ability to do so. That would have taken a masterful military and political mind. Or at the very least someone with the foresight to find such people (good politicians and generals) to work for them. I think of someone like FDR. An intelligent man, but not brilliant, yet he had the intelligence to create the “brain trust” a group of advisers more knowledgeable than himself. Obviously, conditions in 1930s America and those of 1910s Russia are incomparable socially, etc., but
my point is that it would have taken someone with political savvy, deep intellectual curiosity, and the courage to be innovative and undertake monumental reforms to save Russia in 1917, and Nicholas did not possess those qualities.
I think he wasn’t overly distraught about the abdication because it actually came as something of a personal relief. He seemed to be more afraid of Alexandra’s response than anything else. I’m sure he also felt he had failed to uphold his father’s legacy. However, he never had wanted to become Tsar in the first place and took no real pleasure in most of his responsibilities. Though he did try to fulfill them (albeit unsuccessfully). For that reason I can understand why he didn’t seem terribly upset. In his opinion everything was God’s will and he felt Russia’s fate was in the hands of God. If he couldn’t change his future, if God alone (from his perspective) was responsible for all that happened, what would have been the point of becoming upset by things? Emotional shock may also have played a part in his detachment.