I know this has been discussed in many threads, but I have searched in vain for the quotes I'm looking for. Does anyone have the direct quote of when Olga told how she realized AA was not her niece when she saw her, and that the bond was not there? I think this may be in her autobiography? Any such quotes on AA and Olga would be welcome, along with any discussion on this topic. Thank you.
From a letter Olga wrote to Princess Irene of Prussia dated 22nd December,1926 (presumably in error for 1925):
"I was more moved than I can say by your kind letter, which was completely unexpected to me. I have often thought of you since I had to go to Berlin last autumn to see the poor girl said to be our dear little niece. Well, there is no resemblance at all, and it is obviously not Anastasia. I know that you also visited her, I was told of your visit by Grünberg, the old police inspector.
It has been claimed that she recognised me, but I will tell you how it all went. She had been prepared for my visit. She herself confessed to me that she was told: "On Tuesday you will have a great treat. Somebody is coming from Denmark." After that she could guess at once and expect her "aunt." She was unable to give an answer to a single one of the small intimate questions I asked her.
It was pitiful to watch this poor creature trying to prove she was Anastasia. She showed her feet, a finger with a scar and other marks which she said were bound to be recognised at once. But it was Maria who had a crushed finger, and someone who believed it was Anastasia must have told her this.
For four years this poor creature's head was stuffed with alle these stories, she was shown a mass of photos, etc., and then one fine day she hoped to spring her memories on the world.
Monsieur Gilliard and his wife, my husband, and also old Volkov (who used to be Alix's groom-of-the-chamber), have all seen her and talked to her, and none of them believes she is our Anastasia. It has been claimed, however, that we all recognised her and were then given intsructions by Mama to deny that she was Anastasia. That is a complete lie. I believe this whole story is an attempt at blackmail, but I am also convinced that a lot of people really believe in it - only they are the people who never knew Anastasia."
Upon meeting AA in Berlin, Olga reportedly said to Mrs. Rathlef: "Our little one and Shura seem very happy to have found one another again. If I had any money, I would do everything for the little one, but I haven't any and must earn my own pocket money by painting."
To Herluf Zahle: "My reason cannot grasp it, but my heart tells me that the little one is Anastasia. And because I have been raised in a faith which teaches me to follow my heart before my reason, I must believe that she is."
From a letter written by Olga to Herluf Zahle, October 31, 1925:
"I have had very long conversations with my mother and U[ncle] Waldemar all about our poor little friend. I can't tell you how fond I got of her - whoever she is. My feeling is that she is
not the one she believes - but one can't
say she is
not as a fact - as there are still many strange and inexplicable facts not cleared up."
From cards to AA from Olga:
(undated)
"Don't be afraid. You are not alone now and we shall not abandon you."
October 31, 1925
"My thoughts are with you - I am remembering the times we were together, when you stuffed me full of chocolates, tea and cocoa."
November 4, 1925
"Thinking of you all the time."
December 25, 1925
"Am longing to see you."
Along with the cards came presents consisting of Olga's personal belongings, a shawl, a sweater and a photo album.
From a letter to Grand Duke Andrew:
"You think I may be wrong. Such mistakes can of course happen. One way or the other it is ghastly."
When Gleb Botkin was trying to arrange for AA to stay with Xenia Leeds at her estate at Oyster Bay, she asked if she could first consult Prince Christopher of Greece (her maternal uncle and the Dowager Empress' nephew).
Botkin met the Prince at a meal in the Leed's house, and was astonished to learn that he had not the slightest doubt as to AA's genuineness; when asked about the Grand Duchess Olga's present attitude, the Prince answered quite casually: "Of course Olga knows better than anyone that she is Anastasia."
Before Volkov's death in 1929 Professor Serge Ostrogorsky, one of nearly forty physicians who had served at the Russian court, asked Volkov to tell him the truth. "On the one hand he denied her identity," Ostrogorsky reported; "on the other he told me that his interview with the invalid had moved him deeply, tat he had been crying and had kissed her hand, which certainly he would never have done if someone other then the Grand Duchess had been standing before him." Pressed to account for this contradiction, Volkov started crying again and told Ostrogorsky, "It is true, I believe that she is the Grand Duchess, but how can the Grand Duchess speak no Russian?"
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ChatNoir