The only specific question I could parse from #154 on point with this thread was:
I guess the one thing I'd really like to know, and it's not something you can answer, and that's did he really truly believe AA was AN, the whole time?
My answer is that it was not a question of "belief" on his part. He knew she was Anastasia, just as many would know someone, not just recognize them, or be convinced by some factors.
If you really, really believe that, I don't see any point in continuing this discussion, though I appreciate that you have shared your time wtih us. I really believe that it's been proven that AA wasn't Anastasia, so I have to look at it a different way, leaving us at a part in the road. No offense to anyone. It's the same thing I feel about the Mormons (don't want to offend anyone here either). I do not believe Joseph Smith's 'visions.' Does this mean I believe he lied to manipulate people, or that he honestly believed it, or that he had some sort of mental issue which made him believe it? I do not know which of those three is true, and I will never know. It's much the same scenario here. Some people believe him completely, but I don't, so I just have to leave it at that with them. Thanks again for being generous with your time and personal knowledge.
You didn't know AA.
You didn't know Botkin.
You didn't know Joseph Smith.
You know about each of them.
You gained your opinions about each of them. As I and many of us have.
The difference is, Richard Schweitzer knew AA and Botkin.
I value Richard's knowledge about AA and Botkin and he believes that Botkin believed AA was GD Anastasia.
Botkin knew GD Anastasia.
And nothing he heard from her or about her changed his belief.
Now, it's easy for me to say, "I never believed AA was GD Anastasia."
Did I ever meet AA or GD Anastasia? No.
Some of you did meet AA.
None of us met GD Anastasia.
Some of us knew people who knew GD Anastasia.
Bothkin didn't have to ask other people. He knew her. And, it didn't matter the amount of mintues or hours or days they were with each other. They had their own private moments which only they would have been able to share.
I do not think that money was the driving force for either of them.
They were wrapped in their own mystery and no one has the key.
Sure, we can have our opinions but I'm willing to hear what Richard has to tell us and perhaps we can learn what he knows about these two people so we can begin to understand AA and Botkin.
AGRBear