Just your opinion...And my point of view is also this: just my opinion.
Bear post a great message about all this poor woman suffering, in a psychologic point of view and I appreciate it, since I'm not very bright in psychologie issues.
Your threads are always interesting , Bear, and we always learn something new reading them.
And yes: AA was a crazy woman. That's for sure. Whoever she was her mind was ill. Nobody would deny it. But I don't think she had all she wanted. She didn't want notoriety, nor publicity: she was very agressive with journalist, and sometimes mean tovisitors, and even to her own supporters. No; she didn't have a nice life, and I wouldn't have liked to change my life to her own. Not at all. She lived without work...And so what? Her life was a nightmare; nobody loved her, and I suppose, she didn't love anyone . That's sad. Too sad.
I repeat it: I don't know who this lady was, and if I would have been a Tzar daughter, I would like to have died in this cellar, along, with all my family. I believe AN survived, but I don't wish it. I said that I'm a romantic, and certainly it's more romantic to have a whole family dying together, rather than imagine that someone really escaped and lived a nightmare, awful life. I tryed to convince myself that all of them died, but I can't. I always have too many questions coming to my mind to think the case is closed. I know already I'm a stupid, a candide, a believer in Easter-Bunnies and all. But I just can't help it. Don't blame me.
RealAnastasia.
