I'm also into question of Alix why she is so sensitive of hearing ones disparaging Rasputin.
It's just natural that others believe him,others do not (I'm on this side). Why can't she accept this fact?
I know she doesn't want to hear something bad for Rasputin because she knows Rasputin would feel hurt. Alix also believes in his capacity to heal Aleksei in the most dreadful times.
(yeah. I have to say this in Alix's thread......right?)
Just read yesterday how Ella reacted on Serge's death. She didn't cry on other people's presence but when she's already alone, she gave up. She sobbed a lot.
Someone was with her ( I can't remember who that was).