I had a strange/sad and odder dream
I was in Italy with Alexei visiting my family there. I was the Tsarevna and wife of Alexei and we had a little boy and expecting another child. The place we stay at was a mix of my house, my grandmother’s and pictures from Italy of my family that lives there. We (Alexei and I) had dinner with my Uncle Tom, my dad, my friends Lisa, Rachel and few others which I forgot. Later, I found out that Olga was killed and that I had visions of her murder and cried. We met Nicky, Tatiana, Maria and Anastasia at a train station, Nicky hugged me, and said crying, “God as taking away my oldest girl and my wife, Oh, Lord I hope am next! I can’t bear it if I lose my son and the remaining of my daughters, and you!” He didn’t saying anything else like that of his grandson and unborn grandchild by me or by Maria (she had two daughters). . Just cried, we all cried.
Then we drive down was in streets of Rome for an officially visit, (wearing a white and black dress and matching hat and jacket- 1916 style) The Italians called me a trader and some children gave me the finger because I favored Russian things over my Italian nationality.
I become crossed and told this to Alexei, whom to me not to care, because it part of being a Royal, “your ether hated by one group and loved by the other!”
Then later, I gave birth to a girl, named her Helena.