I could bore you silly with it! Having been obsessesed with the whole topic since I was 11ish I think I'd always thought that once I finally got to Russia, St Petersburg and the AP it would help me move on a little! Quite the reverse in fact - I've become more 'into' it than ever. Have managed to acquire an impressive collection of books including some original period accounts and I now have over two hundred postcards of the last IF - again all original, period issues. Unfortunately my bank balance will probably start to complain in the not to dim and distant future!!! BUT IT'S WORTH IT
We were so lucky the day we spent at Tsarskoe. It had snowed a couple of days earlier so there was a lovely crispness to the air - bright sunshine and still plenty of untouched snow everywhere - it really couldn't have been more perfect.
It's true what other people have said about tourists sticking to the Catherine Palace. I have to admit it didn't really grab me - beautiful though it is - it suffers from feeling very artificial (in my opinion). The AP is almost an afterthought for many and we spent the entire day walking the palace parks more or less completely alone!
I did get that odd build up of emotions when we first walked towards the AP. I was hugely excited in a child like way, but really nervous that it would in some way be a disapointment - it wasn't. I don't want to sound cheap about this topic but it really did quite literally pull on my heart like I cannot describe.
I felt kinda like everyone else didn't understand and that I had more of a connection and right to be there than them etc etc - unfair I know, but I bet most of the people on this forum would feel the same way. I think one of the things about the IF is their ability to reach out to people - there's something for everyone there once you start looking. I really don't know why - I know I'm waffling now - sorry - I do think the key attraction is the innocence and beauty they seem to have - the fact is that in all our hearts they will forever remain, young, beautiful, innocent and pure. That is their real legacy and their real attraction.
Now I've totally got off the topic and probably gone a teeny bit overboard - sorry Laura M, lots to get out of my system and never had the opportunity before.
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