...there they are (in my translation, not very good)
(27. December 1790, Axel Fersen to his sister Sophie)
"Finally, 24. I spent with her (queen) all day. It was my first day with her. You can imagine my pleasure. Only you know, what I felt..."
(28. June 1791, after failed escape from France, Marie Antoinette to Axel)
"I´m still alive... But I´m worrying of you... Please, don´t come. They knows, that you help us with our escape. If you come, everything will be lost. They keep us every day and night... Goodbye..."
(13. February 1792, from Axel Fersen´s diary)
"I went to queen. Along the usually route. I was afraid of National Guard. Her apartment was beatiful. I don´t see the king. I stayed there."
(Next day Axel met king and tried to talk with him about another plan to escape. But Louis XVI. refused and said: "All of the world left me." Then Axel take leave of Marie Antoinette. He never saw her again.)
(after execution of Louis XVI. Axel wrote to his diary)
"If I can do something for her rescue, I think, I suffer fewer than now. But do nothing and only praying, it´s terrible for me."