Elizabeth,
Per your statement, "you mustn't confuse present-day Orthodox feelings for the IF with the feelings of most Russians towards the IF back in 1918", is not my only point, but I see that there is a void of understanding in what I have tried to convey. I don't have the energy, nor does it seem of importance for many, so I will skip it. As others have stated so well, but most politely, we continue to agree, to disagree.
We all have our particular understandings, given various points of writings, historical narratives, most importantly, first person recountings, etc.. Based on these, I have my choice to hold on to what I feel, in wanting to take into consideration and beliefs for bottom line takes, as I am understanding in having received all of these. Each person through their own quests of combining all of what histories offer, and that includes first person narratives, has a better understanding than those who have just read historical writings. Outside of being there in person, this is as close any person could be.
One might make suggestion to another, that there are other viewpoints, but one should not state, 'you should not continue to think this or that'. I am neither your student, nor someone who has lesser of understanding, nor a person without ability to discern. I have not gone into detail of what I do or don't know, so your comment is based purely at present on conjucture of what you think, i think, and so is Lori's. I am in my late 60's, and you are both very young women, learned to be sure about many historical parts of Russian History, but still removed somewhat. I am thankful for your being able to allow those in the Western communities to know about Russian History, etc., but those of us whom have been raised from church, early russian history, and home and cultural environments of our centuries old Russian culture, do have our beliefs, etc. We are aware of before the revolution, till present, thanks, and continue to absorb and read extensively. For many of us whose families come from a very long lineage of Russia's past, we are hopeful for Russia's future, and look to the day when Russia will become as she once was, before the communist take over.
Thanks again always for your input.
Tatiana+