According to the British officer Francis McCullagh who interviewed Yurovsky on 8 March 1920,   Yurovsky's attitudes about the executions and aftermath are  in various lines found on pps. 510-11 in the King and Wilson book The Fate of the Romanovs:
(1) "Yurovsky...hated to be recognized, with the whispers and fears of vengeance that inevitably followed."
(2) "...McCullagh became conscious of Yurovsky's 'feelings of remorse and horror' at the murders of the Romanovs."
(3) "He also had a distinct impression of a 'dreadful secret' that 'weighed on Yurovsky when I met him.'"
What was this "dreadful secret"?
Did the arrest of his daughter Rimma  have anything to do with her actitivities or was it done to show Yurovsky that he best continue to keep  some "dreadful secret"?
I dug around Radzinsky's book on The Last Tsar and found on p. 428 his mention of Medvedev's son who had talked about Yurovsky who "had a bad heart and suffered dreadfully over his daughter. Â But there was nothing he could do. Â There was no way he could help her." Â
Nearing death, Yurovsky wrote a letter to his children. . 429 Â "Dear Zhenya and Shura?...." Â Ahhhh, and here we find his thoughts of his past and his part in the execution: Â "...fate has not insulted me, a man who has passed through three storms with Lenin and Lenin's men may consider himself the happiest of mortals...." Then he goes on to say "I embrace you, I kiss Rimma, your wives, and my grandchildren. Â Father." Â He speaks of no regrets of his part in what happen the night of 16/17 July 1918.
Even on his dying day,  if he did have a "secret" he couldn't speak about "the secret" because  Stalin might have  threated Yurovsky that his son Alexander or other members of his family  [even all of them] might end up in prision too.
Stalin was not anyone's fool. Â He knew if he placed the ill Yurovsky into prison that questions from the foreign press would dig up old news and old news with Yurovsky was the missing Romanov grave/graves....
My question to the photograph above on the family. Â I see two sons. Â What was the name of the other son in the photo and what happened to him? Â Did Yurovsky have other children not shown in this particular photo? Â He mentioned grandchildren, does anyone know their names?
p. 511 Â King and Wilson go into detail about Yurovsky's daughter Rimma who was "leader in the Konsomol Youth Organization" and "secretary of the Konsomol Central Committee" Doesn't sound line she was a threat to the communist.... Â Yet, she was arrested for "revolutionary activitiy and sent to a Soviet labor camp, where she spent the next quarter century imprisioned under Stalin." Â Any data on her release since it appears someone knows she spent about 25 years in prison? Â Is she still alive? Â Dead? Â If so, when did she die and where? Â Did she ever claim she was a "revolutionary"?
AGRBear
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Almost forgot.  Yurovsky mentions  "...fate has not insulted me, a man who has passed through three storms with Lenin and Lenin's men may consider himself the happiest of mortals...."  What were the three storms to which he was referring??? Â
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I wandered here and there on this post. Sorry.