I am not seeking anything, I just want to know what your point is.
First, you start this thread with a question, You want to know if Felix was gay, then in your first posting you say :
"first let me declare there is NOTHING WRONG with being gay!
secondly would not Irina have known? ".
As far as I remeber, I do not recall someone in this forum saying being gay is wrong....but I get the idea that you are somehow defending him, which is ok, but I do not where you want to get with this opinion...
then in your second post, you said he used Irina and that he killed rasputing to justify himself, so I still do not know what you seek regarding the question you started this thread with...
I do not know if you know something about Felix Yussupov besides the fact that he claimed he killed Rasputin.
"Lost Splendor" even thou I think the book is not a very reliable source historically, I think Felix expresed his points of view regarding several things about his life, or at leat he describes the way he wanted things would have been, that I do not know. Maybe if you read it first, then you will have a lot of your questions, answered.
Best regards